I'm sorry.

It's been quite some time since I have posted anything on here.

The dieting continues apace, and I am losing weight. I should be where I want to be by the end of the year. Just in time for the holidays to set me back a whole bunch.

I am adjusting to the lower calorie input, which means I am overdoing it with the coffee because I am sleepy. It's a bad cycle, and I am going to need to switch back to decaf for a bit. Hellish, but it's what needs to be done.

In other news - still in love with the past, and waiting for it to materialize like a genie from a bottle or some such. With the haze of happiness that food causes lifted away, you can see much more. And a lot of it it not nice.