Birthdays N' Stuff

It's the first time in 10 years that I am not going to send a forcibly chipper "Happy Birthday!" email. I don't know what's more upsetting; the fact I am not sending that email or the fact that I have been sending emails for over 10 years. I think I'm on year 14 of that. Ugh. I was going to spin some yarn about love that is lost in time, but I think I might just have to run to the bathroom and start moisturizing. I did love strongly though, once upon a time. I'm sure I will again. Right after I finish with this here botox injection... I want to look surprised when Love comes for me again...